Sometimes I wish I was a bit more simpleminded. I just can’t find enough hours in a day to do everything I want. There are so many cool blog ideas I have, there are so many paintings I want to make, poems I want to write; and then there is my idea of learning how to play the guitar, and learning how to actually write lyrics.
I often try to reschedule my life, cause often it only takes a little while a day to do something, and get a lot of result out of it, a lot more than if you would try to take an hour or two at once. But on the other hand, when you work all day, you see some friends in the evening, there is just not a lot of time left.. So now I sometimes try to take a few hours off work, but even then I do not get everything done I wish to do, hihi.
I know I should not make myself so busy, and I am trying -at the same time- to take things more slowly, but there is just so much that I want, it is starting to feel like a burden. Not a negative one, cause then I would probably just get rid of a few things, but there is just so much fun stuff to do. Especially writing my own songs would be really awesome, as I love music so much. Not sure if I would be good at playing though, so maybe I should start learning how to write lyrics.
Thankfully the cold winterdays are coming, so there will be more time at home, and I will probably take a week of between Xmas and New Years, so then I will have some time to really get some stuff done. I hope to once write a song that I will want to share with the rest of the world, instead of being a bit embarrassed about the stuff I currently write, hihi. Time will tell! 🙂